心情烂透了。

原本风平浪静的，却突然间来个龙卷风！
到底发生了什么事？
为什么你连听我解释都不要就直接说些话来责备我。
然后电话断了，网路有问题你就认定我关你电话。
然后就不听我电话。。。。
为什么要这样呢？我又不是有心的嘛.
心情现在糟透了糟透了！
我不喜欢龙卷风！我讨厌龙卷风！！！！！！
烂透了！！！！！！！！

NO Title.

Went for a movie just now with my dear dear.. Thought will have a great night with her, but the movie end up with WTF. Ya. The movie name was " Love is the only answer", a hong kong movie. Actually i don't know what was the point and the whole concept of the movie. The reason for me to watch that movie was actually i like the main actress.. the movie din't have a good and happy ending make me feel so unfinished. I dislike no ending or those movie end up with no ending de. After the movie, we just feel like the movie was kinda misleading and really not a good act to follow at all. but the laughing effect was good enough! just love the way they express themselves.  Anyway.. i am still having a very great night with my dear dear mommy roomate sister.  LILY. <3

The ring i bought few days ago. (=

invisibility..

No mood at all for now.. i am very curious.... Am i thinking too much or i am having problems with myself? When my life is stepping into the 21st  year, day by day, my mood was like sitting on a roller coaster. Changed damn fast. Before this, I am a happy goes lucky person. But this theory doesn't suit me anymore. Sometimes.. something happen, doesn't mean that you treat it like nothing happen then the thing will be okay. The more i don't care, the more i sensed the invisibility of me to the surrounding. Who am I to you all? Who? Strangers, or passer by? or i only exist when you all need my help. The sense of invisible make me feel damn bad. I am just like nothing to you all. Sometimes i even think of izzit my physical or mental got problem? maybe.........

我是有感觉的

我也感觉到痛的

不出声不代表我不介意

只是想说多一事不如少一事

不好挑战我的忍耐度

我不想伤害任何人。

both of the J's make me calm down a lot. (=

回忆。。

您已近离开，是铁一般的事实。
还记得我接到消息那瞬间，
我真的完全呆着了好几秒，眼泪也忍不住的留了出来。
隔天，超常上班，那时的心情也不错，有说有笑的，
我以为我接受了。
到了晚上，哥哥载着我去着您那里时，
看着路口的蜡烛，越是靠近您的家，心里越不是滋味。
下车了，走到您的灵前，看着您的相片，我哭了。
那时候我才发现，我原来不是接受了，而是逃避了。
我不懂那时有多少人在场，我只知道我哭了好久好久。
隔天，送别仪式，更让人伤心。
我以为我们都很坚强，不会再哭了，结果我又错了。
当我看着您心爱的她，站在你的灵前，为你送上最后的心意，
她那个万分不舍于无助的眼神，让我们每个人的心都疼了。
在场的出席者，一半的人都被这一幕弄得眼红红，我们也哭得稀里哗啦的。
不过她很坚强，我知道，她一定会好好的。要加油啊！
您的离开，虽说已经是在预料之中，对您来说也是一个解脱，
可是我依然很不习惯！每当我忆起于您的点点滴滴，
心情仍然没办法平复。不过不管怎样都好，我依然会努力的。
我会把最美好的，变成我的回忆。
只想说：“二舅，我好想您。我会好好的。愿您能在天国得到真真的解脱！安息吧！”

ＳLCＳ，

谢谢你一直陪着我，

我爱你。

Lalala...

Am actually working now, but then.... i am blogging~! Wuhoo...

Let me tell you our situation now! 
Miss Yap and Miss Destenie are having thier counselling session now..
Miss Aw kena fly aeroplane by her client which referred by me and she is emo+ing now..
Miss Woo is waiting for her client and free until blogging now.. Ngek ngek ngek..

No matter what we are doing, i still love you girls.. hehehehe... (= <3<3<3 jia you jia you! Stay happy!

my roommate!!

Ahhemm..(*clear throat* ) I am here to announced, SHE is now my roommate! da, da da,..(*wedding song playing*) XD  Small intro for her. SHE is a girl who likes to act like a boy. SHE is an adolescence who like claimed herself as a teenager. SHE is a crazy person with lots of emotion. SHE is a lovely person with lots of care. SHE is a popular person with lots of fans. (and i am one of them.). I share everything with her, and now she not only my dear, baby, bao bei, sister, kei jie, mummy, school mate, working partner, toilet mate, car mate, indonesian maid, SHE is also my roommate! Muhahahaha... LILY!!!!!  

OKay.. my goal for this post had achieved. Going to get kill soon by my roommate. Night world. STAY PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!

Shhh.. Oioi lor..(= 

累了。

第三个星期，快要结束了。

时间过得真快。

三个星期里经历的东西，完全是很累人的。

心理辅导，真的不容易！！！

听了不能说，知道了一些东西又帮不上忙，

被诬赖了，又不能反驳。

有点哑巴吃黄连的感觉。

很想发泄，发脾气，发牢骚，发神经。。。

可是一句话使我停顿到现在。我静静了。 

“路，是你自己选的，是你自己要读这科，自己找这份工的，现在你不好怨天怨地，因为当初是你自己的决定，没有人强逼你的。” 

现在，觉得累了就停下，休息，放松自己。好了，就再出发！

要知道，可能你真的能帮到人呢。。。哈哈。。 

停笔啦。要睡了。晚安。<3