Simple and easy way to increase pocket money.

After such a long ignorance, I am back. Hahaha. Recently, i found out some of the website they actually pay when you click on their ads. I mean i know the present of these kind of websites but i didn't really look into it until today (because recently i am so eager to find money). XD This kind of Pay To Click (PTC) appears way long ago. It is totally free to sign up. No need to pay for registration fee and They pay you when you click on the ads they are advertising or fill  in survey or invite people to join. Trusted and Workable. Means that for sure they will pay. However, the speed of earning money is totally like "o gui" (turtle speed). Unless you got extra money to upgrade the membership then you will get rabbit speed. For me, i just take the free one, and i registered a few of these PTC sites. Although my earning is so little, is like $0.20 per day on each sites, and i need to click a lot of ads, i still feel that i am very enjoying. Lazy people tend to use lazy method like me to earn extra money. I admit it. =) *am i too positive?**Don't care*

It will be a long process to get the minimum payout, example like i need to use one month time to click and get paid for $2.00 from a website. But add up the 5 sites i registered, i will get $10. Convert to MYR, i will get RM30. Not bad. RM30 for viewing ads. Just spent part  of my usual time of playing fb to click ads. Haha..

Maybe this is a dumbest way to earn extra, but it still worth a try for those people like me surfing internet all the time. If you also feel like joining, below are some top PTC sites that i had joined. Thanks for viewing. Happy trying! XD

1) Nerdbux
2) AyuWage
3) ProBux
4) Hits4Pay
5) ClickFair
6) Rewarding Ways

特别想对你说的话

已经有好长一段时间没有写部落阁了。

心里的那团火突然又燃烧，唯有把这热情释放在这吧。。。。。。 

我回顾了以前为捣蛋鬼写下的点滴，显然的，我们真的变成熟了。

在一起久了，不再会像一开始时的缠绵，可是那份依赖却多得夸张。

很多时候，很多事情，都会依赖着对方。

完全就是那种就像赖着你的感觉！

捣蛋鬼，你觉得呢？

认真的放下所有东西，与我的捣蛋鬼去玩了五天。

这五天真的让我得到了超多的。

在这区区的几天，我们的相册增加了，

经验累积了，生活充实了，回忆增多了，眼界也开阔了。

还记得出发前一天，忙乱的收拾行李。

然后那个固执的捣蛋鬼，半夜就拉我出发了。

到达了第一站，就发生了生平最糗的事！！！！

我想他一定会拿来笑一辈子。。。@。@ 

一起去看过的东西，还记忆犹新！

一起玩的游戏还历历在目。特别是那海盗船和跳楼机。哈哈哈。。

从刺激转到平静，从冷天转到热天，

 这极端的转换，特别的不错，因为印象特深。平静的海边让我特别的安静。

看着你那大胆的探索，平静的我也特别的迟疑。

最喜欢你那张“龟波气功”图。

因为我把你拍到特别的神。哈哈哈。。。

海鲜也尝了，最遗憾的，就是没有吃到螃蟹。。。。。。我想吃螃蟹。。。。。

我知道你想逗留东禅寺久一点，可是我当时的情况真的逼不得已。

真的抱歉，我知道，我让你纳闷了。

我想，我们最难忘的一个部分应该是回家时，

一起回顾那间酒店的东西吧。。。。。。。。哈哈哈哈。。。

老实说，我喜欢和你一起去开拓新的视野。

我喜欢和你一同去品尝各地的美食。

我喜欢与你一同去体验各种刺激的东西。

对，我们时常吵架，时常不满意对方，

可是我真的想告诉你，

有你真好！我想一辈子依赖着你。

好吗？

**你今天上演的追巴士记，让我感动极了。T.T

。心情记录。

我讨厌没次被诬赖的感觉！

就一句话，“你真的非去不可吗？” 我就被判了死刑。

所有矛头都直向我。然后变成了我是害人精。 

没有人愿意出来帮我辩护，自己替自己说话时也变成了是借口。

然后选择了放弃为自己辩驳。

头脑一直被那些指责徘徊着，开心暂时休息着，心灵暂时悲痛着。

我，选择了不说话，并不意味着我没替自己说过什么。

只是，

我说话，没人愿意听，

听了就把它当成是借口。

有时觉得自己好像和空气说着话。

这一切，都让我好累。 

累得不想再多说一句话。

我记得，曾经何时我告诉过我一位好朋友，

人家要误会就让他吧，我不会多说，让他们自己知道。 

可惜的是，我现在没有了那份潇洒。

我讨厌没有人愿意听我说，

我讨厌连唯一会相信我的人也选择了对方，

我讨厌被孤立，

我讨厌我的愚蠢，

简单来说，

我讨厌我自己！我是害人精！！！！

EMO.....

.............................................I want a vacation!!!!..............................................

Was chatting with my boy while having our dinner that day and we went into the topic of our next vacation. He told me that he want to go oversea so badly and actually i have the same feeling too and might be even worst than he do. And we had agreed to set Hong Kong as our destination in the coming vacation. The simple conversation raised my urges to the max. and it makes me keep on thinking on it these few days. Eventually, i google a lot of things about Hong Kong. The foods, the places, the air tickets, the hotels even search on the transportation and map. My feeling up to this point is like "wuhoo, i am going to Hong Kong tomorrow.!!"BUT, everything is still under the consideration status. Nothing was confirm aside from the vacation thought!  I know, is easy to say "i wanna go vacation.. i wanna go Hong Kong!!" But when reality comes in, everything change. I am kinda contradict now. Very excited if i really got the chance to go, but at the same time, kinda sad because i can't afford the fees so far. Well, the only thing i can do now is shut the shit up until everything confirm.  EMO.... =[ NIte... 

Old lady in the house

Dear all, it has been a long long time i didn't update any post in this little world. Previously, this is the place where i can share my every single feeling here, and it still work for me now. Went through an incident today, just hope to express my feelings here. 

Feeling of the day : indescribably 

Every single incident start with a person and the person of the day --> dear old pretty lady.

Dear old pretty lady is a strong and harsh women. She had 4 sons and 2 daughters. One of her son passed away last year.The old lady was still strong enough to handle the hard time.  She might/might not spent her half life in fighting and arguing with her family members. Due to her bad temper and jealousy,  she can't live well with every single family members. She still live happily with her sons theoretically, but her sons practically dumped her to one of her daughter to take care her. The old lady just dislike the feeling of living with daughter as she is a very typical Chinese that live with a thought of living with daughter is damn freaking shame thing. Her daughter owned her own family, having 3 children and the youngest kid just graduate from her tertiary study. The old lady got dumped to the house for years. Previously, her sons will bring her home overnight when any festival days. But these two years onward, no one willing to see her even on Chinese New Year. She waits for the arrival of her sons every single moment, the hopeless in her eyes appeared every single day. The old lady felt down and hurt her head two days ago. Aside from that, the old lady also hurt her leg as well. The daughter and the daughter's son worried until can't even have enough rest. And she is now discharge and resting in her daughter's house. 

Old people felt down might be very severe. Wounds might be hard to heal and might be painful for a longer period, but the reaction of the people around the old lady is even more painful and unbelievable.  Out of her kids, only the daughter who taken care her willing to bring her home and only one of her sons willing to pay the operation and medical fees. Can you all imagine that? She is having 6 kids, exclude the one that already leave, only 2 out of 5 willing to do her somethings.The other kids just call and asked on her situation. When get to know that she is OKAY, then no more calls form them. She cant walk and even stand now. The daughter's house has no ground floor room for her to stay and now she need to sleep at the living room.  I seriously cannot take this and really feel very sad and angry when i see this situation. A 80++ years old women need to sleep at the living room when she is physically disable. Those sons and daughter house are damn big and sufficient enough to let her get some rest. Their finance is even far more better than the two .BUT NONE OF THEM WILLING TO DO SO!!!! HEY !!! SHE IS YOUR MOM!!!! WHY YOU ALL CAN DO THIS TO HER?? THE PAST IS THE PAST!!!!!!!!! CANT YOU ALL JUST PUT IT DOWN A WHILE AND GIVE HER A BETTER HEALTH CARE FIRST FOR GOD SAKE????? SHE IS REALLY WEAK !!!!!!! IZZIT REALLY WANT TO WAIT TILL THE DAY THE OLD LADY DIE, YOU ALL ONLY WANT TO DO SOMETHING??????????HEY PLEASE LA!!!!!!!! 

If you all dare to blame on the daughter, then for sure you all will get the karma. If you all want respect, please respect your self first. I can't see any responsibility from you all! My Gosh! 

一些小回顾

很多人说，2011年并不如意，天灾连连，祸害重重。我赞成，可是并不是全部。2011年，的确对很多很多的人来说是很糟糕的一年，我也认同，老天爷一如往常的带走了许许多多的人和物，但牠也恩赐了许许多多的人和物给我们。在这一年的最后一天的最后一刻,我用了数十分钟来回想起这一年所经过的事物，才发现，真的蛮多事的。

我记得，一段感情结束的痛与自私。

我记得，一段友情的决裂与伤感。

我记得，一段与您的最后回忆。

我记得，一段悲痛的离别。

我记得，一段没有结局的奇遇。

我记得，您所经历的难为与不知所托。

我还记得，你的无心伤害。

这一些，都是很不愉快的事情，它们让我哭了好久好久。我不会说老天很不公平，都让我去面对这些负面的事物，因为，老天爷真的很眷恋着我。虽然真的发生很多不愉快的事情，可是牠也恩赐了很多很多很美好的事给我。

另一段感情的开始与缘份，
认定的一辈子好友，
重新接触久违的你与你的笑容，
兄弟姐妹珍贵的联系，
与您一起的浪漫刺激之旅，
回母校实习与接触到的人和物，
家里快要多两位新成员的喜讯，
与你一起的美好经历等等，

这一切的一切都是老天爷的恩赐。我真的很感恩很感恩。谢谢这一切。我会很珍惜！ 这一段小小的回顾，让它来结束我的这一天，这一年。明年的今天，或许我会做同样的事，或许世界已末日，我不知道。当前，我只想活在当下，明天会是什么样的日子我不懂，也没有人懂。但我坚信，老天自有安排，而且，牠一定会公平的对待世人。事实上，很多事情，在于我们如何去看待与面对罢了。

我没有什么伟大的愿望，我只想这天能安稳的结束，明天能平稳的到来。我想看见身边的人都能有能力与毅力去解决问题，我想他们都能乐比愁多，我想你们都能安安乐乐。我想身边的人都能事事顺利。我很自私，我还想我能够安稳快乐的度过我的每一天！2012，愿你能带给每一个人真正的快乐！加油！

This is nice! (=

Heart breaker.

I miss you, i miss you, i miss you and you and you and you and you. I miss everyone of you in the house. But sadly, i don't have the urge to go home. The problem is not with others, but with me. The moment i reach home, i am sure that i can definitely feel the warm from all of you. But, there is always a but. I admit that i am trying to run away from problems. Seeing that you get "bully" by your beloved person, and i actually cant do anything on it making me feel bad. I know i am a psychology students, but i cant apply what i learned to my life. Seeing you suffered for years, and now the situation and people around get worsen making me damn not comfortable. I dislike people twisted the truth and still dare to complain a lot ,critic here and there and act like they are god and good in everything!i dislike those 'innocent/naive' people who actually was the most evil man pretending in everything! i cannot accept those people with genuine heart! i can't apply any empathy understanding on these kind of shit people! for me, seeing you not defending yourself just because of the blood connection towards you and them,make me feel so pain. Because they aren't appreciating what you are doing. Just wonder, when can these piece of crap stop.. is it really need to wait till the old lady give out her last breath only you all satisfy and keep quiet? I do believe in KARMA. And sorry. i took a very selfish move which i just choose to stay away and keep my eye shut so that i don't know everything. But if things doesn't get better and if my superwomen drop her tears once again on this, i guess i cant keep myself silent any more. Pray hard for having strength and intelligent to face this and protect the person i wish to protect. Amitaba.