invisibility..

No mood at all for now.. i am very curious.... Am i thinking too much or i am having problems with myself? When my life is stepping into the 21st  year, day by day, my mood was like sitting on a roller coaster. Changed damn fast. Before this, I am a happy goes lucky person. But this theory doesn't suit me anymore. Sometimes.. something happen, doesn't mean that you treat it like nothing happen then the thing will be okay. The more i don't care, the more i sensed the invisibility of me to the surrounding. Who am I to you all? Who? Strangers, or passer by? or i only exist when you all need my help. The sense of invisible make me feel damn bad. I am just like nothing to you all. Sometimes i even think of izzit my physical or mental got problem? maybe.........

我是有感觉的

我也感觉到痛的

不出声不代表我不介意

只是想说多一事不如少一事

不好挑战我的忍耐度

我不想伤害任何人。

both of the J's make me calm down a lot. (=